I am writing this post now because I know tomorrow is not going to be an easy one. Anyone that knows me as a woman and a friend or sister or niece knows my story as it has been written up to today. They also know that my children are my reason for being and living. They also at one point I no longer wanted to be alive. on April. 6, 2008 My breath was knocked out of me when the doctor came and took (not forcefully) baby Janeya from my hands as she had taken her last breath. You may ask why am I writing this well. Tomorrow is her b day and should would have been a precious and most glorious 7year old little diva. I find myself wondering on so many occasions who she would be today. Would she be goofy or clumsy like me (mommy). or would she be serious but extremely lovingly(like daddy). would be a star student or a class clown. Would she be photogenic or shy away from the camera. The list goes on and on. Mom's our children are precious. This is one if the main reasons I made ForTheLoveOfMommy and brought along 4 more amazing mommies with me. I could've given up.on everything including life but something wouldn't let me. She (janeya) and my god want having it. In return for moving on I was blessed with Jamari and Jaydah. Mommies no one knows your story or what you have been and maybe still.going through. Just know there is always. light. You just have to focus in and run to that light. Because our kids need us. You need yourself.
If I can get through the toughest time.of my life and look at what I have gained and smile
If I can get through the toughest time.of my life and look at what I have gained and smile